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I hate insistant people... [12 Feb 2008|05:46pm]
I did not need to have someone asking me about why I haven't talked to my advisor yet about my classes for next quarter. I haven't signed up cause I usually do so after finals. I wait til I know for sure I pass my fucking class wheather I do well or not. Yes this teacher who isn't even my teacher fucking decides to lecture me about that shit randomly? I fuckin do things my way...Its my life not hers, mine. I don't care who you are at the college. I hate nosey people >.<; Insistant ones also.
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Still alive if anyone still reads this [18 Dec 2007|03:05pm]
Hey. Well been a long while since I last updated. School is going good, found a new girlfriend, and just living life the best I can. 2007 was the strangest year toward the end but not in a bad way. N-e-wayz, merry christmas to you all. Hope everyones alright.
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Me? Spider-Man? [03 May 2007|08:15am]
[ mood | contemplative ]
[ music | Namie Amuro - Come (6th Ending of InuYasha) ]

Haha, does this really fit me?

Your results:
You are Spider-Man
Spider-Man
70%
The Flash
60%
Superman
55%
Robin
55%
Hulk
50%
Iron Man
45%
Green Lantern
40%
Supergirl
35%
Wonder Woman
25%
Catwoman
25%
Batman
20%
You are intelligent, witty,
a bit geeky and have great
power and responsibility.


Click here to take the "Which Superhero are you?" quiz...

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Creativity is life, and life itself [07 Feb 2007|05:27pm]
[ mood | creative ]

Its been a year since I last was in Photoshop. Alittle rusty, but I'm getting it back alittle. So far I have a strange picture of me looking all toony-ish. That and i'll be creating monatages again. Possibly of ones of my family and friends and such. It'll be Fantastic ^_^ I hope everyone uses their creativity to their fullest. Its a waste if you let it slip away. As far as what I've been up to, I've been alright. I have been putting up with desires and past visions, but I'm still going strong. I'm doing great. Well sorta ^_^ lol. N-e-wayz, take care everyone.

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"You are not prepared..." [16 Jan 2007|01:51am]
[ mood | contemplative ]

January 16...Two years of existance, millions of players, loads of addicts...But a new battle unfolds...For me...New concerns...I was pretty sure my comp wouldn't be running by the time the exp of WoW came out. But I'm back online. But I'm thinking, what will this expansion be like. New goals in the game: Level to 70 and have Tifa my Night-Elf Rogue be decked. Question is, how...PvPing was half the fun. But now, I'm worried this will take me further away. More like not just me but my friends away from each other. I don't know. Lets see how this goes.

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I WoW No More [04 Jan 2007|06:53pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]

Lets see...My computer still doesn't work, my hard drive I bought no longer responds, I found the wrong XP disc, need I say more? Yes...I can't play WoW with a fucked up computer and no operating system. So let me sum it up. This would prolly would make everybody happy: I don't play World of Warcraft (WoW) no more. I need my life back. Oh well. I'm done

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Do I miss being in love? is it really that important? [29 Dec 2006|10:55pm]
[ mood | confused ]

Lately I've been thinking. So far in these past few weeks, I've gotten used to not having anyone. I want someone but can't have them. I don't care to or wanting to be loved or wanted by a girl. Does this ever happen to anyone where they've been single for a certain amount of time that they just up and out of nowhere they just don't give a shit anymore? Like love doesn't matter anymore or that they just don't give a shit about being wanted by someone who wants you? Does anyone ever feel like that? I'm not trying to be emo. But I just feel like I don't want apart of it, or just don't see any importance about wanting someone special in my life anymore. Too early for a midlife crisis. Its not that, thats for damn sure. I don't miss anything about having a girlfriend: disagreements, arguments (I suppose thats the same), complaints, doing something special, cuddling, making out, or having sex. The whole lot of it, I don't miss it. I don't know. I heard that my ex, Kate, engaged to a high school sweetheart. More power to them, I hope they are happy. No, this is not in light of that. I've just been hearing about my friend's relationship stats and such and I just got to thinking what am I missing and what I don't miss. So I guess I miss nothing about it. I don't know, I don't really care. No big.

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Merry Christmas [24 Dec 2006|07:25pm]
Hey everyone. For those of you here, I want to wish you all a Merry Christmas and a happy New Year. I hope everyones year went awesome and you all accomplished what you wanted. Take care, cya in 2007
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Newest interest and countdown to the end of the year [04 Dec 2006|12:39am]
Well this was not a surprise but expected. I've gotten into Harry Potter. I find the story about the boy who survived the murder of his parents by a maniacal wizard, later grows up to be quite the wizard. I love how they do not meantion Voldemort but only as "You know who..." But hey, I still like the movie. The stories have been awesome. I didn't catch the Chamber of Secrets. But I do definately want to see The Goblet of Fire. All for one of the facts that The 10th Doctor is in the movie. Well, the actor of the 10th Doctor anyways, David Tennant, was in it as Barty Crouch Jr. So if I get more money to rent it, I'll rent it to see him in it. Well, I just realized that its 28 days til the end of the year. I'm not really sure if this year really has been the best. I don't really remember much of my accomplishments. I don't think I've made any major ones. Just lots of small meaningless ones but I suppose its better than nothing. But so many hardships though. November was not the best of times, as most of you know. But I'm still pulling strong. N-e-wayz, I'll update later. Take care everyone.
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What am I thankful for? [23 Nov 2006|09:18am]
[ mood | thoughtful ]

Well, two months have past since I dumpped Emme. I still hate her living guts but I'm still here. Still fighting my darkest thoughts of doubt dispair and such. One thing is for sure that Novemeber has not been my month. I'll be happy once it comes to an end. In a month and 2 days it'll be christmas :-) I really don't know what I would like for christmas, but I know I'd like to be kissing someone very special under a missletoe. But I don't think that'll happen. N-e-wayz, I know I haven't been as often as I should, but I try to update this thing to let you all know I'm alright. Thanksgiving...What am I thankful for aside from my family and friends? And from being still here? I haven't a clue. No idea. I hope you guys have more to be thankful for than I do. Anyways. Everybody have a wonderful Thanksgiving. Stuff your faces and get drunk :-P Take care.

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Heartbreak, but not so bad that I'm too depressed [25 Oct 2006|12:12am]
So..I was cheated on for the 4-5th time in my life. But hey, at least I had nothing to lose from this except my virginity. But hey, my rep won't be ruined anyway. I'm not the one who slept with an ugly, fat, bald married man. Almost a week has passed since the crime has been committed and punished, I'm still walking tall. My friends are still with me and on my side, and helping me have fun with my life. I'm not so miserable as I was when Kate left me. But this takes the cake over anything anyone has ever done. I truly was cheated on. Unlike how I was normally, truly betrayed. Now I know what married couples get pissed over why someone having an affair. I'm not even married but I experienced what its like to be betrayed like that. Meh, its nothing new to me. I have alot more strength left to move past this. I'm not alone. For me, I have no guilty conscience. She does... OH well. Things happen. N-e-wayz, I'm ok. I promise. Friends being around is enough to keep me going. Other than that, I may have a bleeding heart, but I'm doing alright. Take care everyone.
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New Beginnings, loads of happiness and such [12 Oct 2006|02:37am]
[ mood | exhausted ]

Well, this is quite a treat for me. I've found myself a new girlfriend. She's very beautiful, a bit on the blunt side and such, a bit frisky, but I love her :-) The thing is, she wants to become part of my family someday. She'd like to try my mom's cooking sometime, she wants to learn Tagalog, and she likes that my parents are still together after 21 years and our family being together. Her name is Emme. If any of you have my MySpace, her picture is in my photo album. The wedding she and I went to has made our relationship alittle stronger, considering I would love to be standing at the altar one day and say "I do" to a very special woman. I hope that it would be Emme. We'll see. She and I will more than likely work to make that happen :-) But I'm trying not to get ahead of myself. N-e-wayz, uh, I'm struggling not to lose my sanity as far as school is going. But college is very stressful. Well I'm tired and I want to sleep :-) Take care everyone.

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Semester of hell... [20 Sep 2006|08:06pm]
[ mood | tired ]

What have I gotten myself into? College Algebra, General Psychology, and Intro to Sociology. Yes...all hard classes. I'm gonna go crazy this semester in College. How I'm gonna survive mentally is yet to be seen. I'm so screwed... :'(

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Guess who's back... [15 Sep 2006|02:32am]
[ mood | contemplative ]
[ music | Evanescence - My Immortal ]

Well...I'm finally back home. Holy shit I missed home. I love my family but Washington State is my home. The trip was fun while it lasted. I saw some new faces as well as old faces. The only sad things was I didn't get to see my niece, Shelly. I saw her 9 years ago, but not this time. She's grown up now. But school is the utmost importance. So she's right to be in Hawaii with her grandma right now going to school. But I did meet my God-Daughters. Very cute and lively. I loved everyday of the trip. I'm just sad that I didn't get to do some things I wanted to do. But thats ok. Thats what happens when you come back without a plan. But thats alright. I still had fun :-) N-e-wayz, got back to life a bit quick. I wasn't jet lagged at all when I got back. Slept in the car and while i was at my Uncle's house and on the way home. So I was able to visit the mall for a bit and LanWerX with Guilly and Michelle. I look forward to seeing all of you again whenever I'm around. I hope you guys have stayed out of trouble :-) Take care for now :-)

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15 HRS til i'm home [14 Sep 2006|03:47pm]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | KiTTiE - What i always wanted ]

well, I'm almost home. just have to wait 4hrs to board the plane. i've missed you all. i will write more, when i get home. i'm in taipei right now. its weird to type. well, gotta go. cya soon.

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The end of the trip [12 Sep 2006|12:49am]
Well, I leave in 2 days now. Hella excited to head back to Washington. I miss it. The fresh air, the trees, my friends. Its been fun down here, but Washington is my home. I can't wait. But its gonna be hell to get back. A 4 hour delay in Taipei, Taiwan to board then its a fucking 15 hour fucking flight to get home. Geez. I wish I had a laptop of my own but that was my mistake. Blah. Oh well. N-e-wayz, it'll be a long trip home. It'll be worth it. Well I better get offline. Tired. Take care everyone. I miss ya lots.
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A week until I return [06 Sep 2006|11:29pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]
[ music | Eisley - Marvelous Things ]

Hey Guys. Well its almost been two weeks into my vacation. A week from my current time, I come home to Washington. I hope you guys are doing alright. For those of you still in High school, I hope your first day wasn't too stressing. I can't wait to see how you all did while I was gone. According to my informative, Guilly, he is 47 in WoW now with his Warrior, AC is 57, and Ron is just about to hit 60. He's about at lvl 59. Not bad for a week after I left. I can't wait to PvP with you all. Its going to be fantastic. We'll all be grand marshals :-P Its possible. I hope to upload pictures to this soon. I have some nice pics of me and my god-daughters, my Uncle Ramone's Jeepney, etc. Hey Tanya, yeah it is pretty here. Lol, did i forget to meantion I've been here before? ^_^ My Uncle owns his own Jeepney, My Ate Flerry is an adminstrative officer at Warner Music, and my Uncle Caloy is a bowling coach. Lots of cool in my family :-) I miss you guys alot. Epsecially my little sister, Graycie :-) Yes, Not only does Tanya get some attention :-) Oh can't forget Leanne. Hope you all are doing great. I miss the lot of you. This may come as a bit of a shock, but one part of my trip went sour...My mom's father, has emphysema. I don't see why he's being a stubborn oaf and not taking the anti-biotics my mom brought with us for him. He throws up after taking it and he says its better to die than throw up. Fucking idiot >_<; My dad's father didn't give up before he died. I don't see why my Mom's dad is just refusing to fight to survive. You all know my fear of death. If it was me, I would fight to survive. Not just for my family, but for me. Its truly sad that he's just gonna lay down and throw in the towel. My relatives on my dad's side said thats how sick old people can be down here: Stubborn and anoying. I guess thats his choice. the only part I had was to fulfil part of his wishes for him to had seen my mom and me and my dad before anything happened. I still think he's being foolish in not trying to put up a fight, suck it up and take the meds we brought. Oh well. n-e-wayz, thats about all I wanted to update you guys on my trip down here. Til my next post, take care. Cya all soon.

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Things up in the Philippines. [03 Sep 2006|01:36pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

What's going on guys? Hope everyone back in Washington are doing well. 2 days left til summer ends and you all endure more hell :-P Sorry, just couldn't resist. N-e-wayz, things are going well up here. Very hot, but what did you expect from a country way in the south pacific. I'm having fun with my relatives and such. Its fantastic. I come home soon, a week and 5 days :-) Back to friends, WoW, and most of all Jennifer :-) <3 Well I miss you all. Take care.

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I leave in 24 hours [28 Aug 2006|08:00am]
Well not exactly 24 hours, but as of 2pm today I leave the country for 2 weeks at 2am. My last day to hang out with anyone. If anyone wanna hang out and do stuff, call my cell. Please do. Other than that, I'll miss you all. Take care and stay out of trouble. Cya when I get home. Take care.
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6 days til I leave Washington [22 Aug 2006|09:18am]
[ mood | nervous ]
[ music | The sound of the TARDIS ]

Well I'm hella nervous about leaving now. I haven't been back to the Philippines in almost a decade. Been a long time. I can't wait to see my god-daughters. They look so cute. At the same time, I don't wanna go cause I'll miss my friends and I won't have very much to do. No games or WoW. But then again, I can live without the WoW. Need a break from it. I'll probably be without internet so I'm probably gonna end up not updating as much. As far as I can tell. I don't really thing its nessassary to keep this anymore. Not many have looked in lately except my sisters and such. Tanya is a new friend I met from MySpace. I don't know if she's read in on this yet but she prolly will. Don't know. We'll see what I decide before I go. If anyone wants to do something with me before I leave, please contact me in anyway you can. I'd welcome it :-) Take care.

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